It's South Dakota. It's winter. It's cold and gray both outside and in. This means that just about the only thing moving today is the snow. Have you ever tried to take a picture of moving snow? NOT easy.
My day feels like the emotional equivalent of standing in the middle of a snowstorm and trying to take a picture of the snow. Can't pin it down, can't make it clear. Sometimes life is like that and the computer-brained part of me REALLY hates that.